The black and cold reminds me
of all the distance we have crossed
and if your darkness blinds me
i could never be more lost
But i'm not the one who seeks your protection
i'm not the one to share the disguise
and i'm not the one who reeks of rejection
i'm not the one to tear the same way twice
You push from the inside - smothered
you push from the inside out - smothered
Have all your walls surround me
they're closing in they block my sight
the violence around me
found me when i could not fight
But i'm not the one to take your direction
i'm not the one who wears the disguise
and i'm not the one to share your reflection
i'm not the one you break the same way twice
I will never win
i will never win with you
I read you
i fear you round up no more than you know
i hate you
i still do everytime you let me go