Now i can take this, everything i know
realize that i'm nothing i wanted to be
i can never change anything i've done
because it's the only thing i have left
blame yourself again for what i didn't do
never even knew it was coming from me
it changed the way i felt, the worst is yet to come
because i have gone too far now
Refrain
nobody
changed my mind
and it leads me to a new disease
somebody
let it die
but it still becomes a new disease
Is this all worth what this has done to me
watered down my senses and turned them on me
fuck morality and everything i know
if i didn't hate this than i couldn't cope
impersonate myself for what i used to be
denial is all that's left now
Nobody (repeats 4x)
changed my mind
and it leads me to a new disease
somebody (repeats 4x)
let it die
but it still becomes a new disease 2x
Seething in my head
i'm suffering instead
i can't remember why
this meant so much to me doubt
did i ever want this?
it's all i could've been, it's all i would've been doubt
did i ever want this?
it's all i've ever been, it's all i'l ever be
seething in my head
i'm suffering instead
i can't remember why
this meant so much to me
refrain
~wc~