Wishing I were dead
I‘d leave the all behind and let it end
Another day blackened my hate
Another night could seal my fate
It‘s so hard but I try to leave
To the sky my hearts I give
My God come down and save this soul
Trapped in fear and the unknown
The darkness surrounds me embedded in death
Raking my last breath
I‘ve been the enemy
I am my enemy
My life descending slowly
I reach out as I am drowning
In emptiness I am dying.