I remember all the times that you stared at me
and you told me i was something to be proud of
took a walk to the corner store in 85'
and again in 86'
in 87' i got high for the first time
88' it was my favorite pass time
89' i was inches from the mainline
on divine i'm doin' fine
This beast doesn't let me go!
it's makin' me!
(feel so strong)
i'm trying to re-create insanity!
(feel so strong)
Put myself in a program of recovery
saw another side of life that was beautiful
it allowed to incorporate a way of life
that was meaningful to you
but you can never let go of the past
sometimes the winner is really dead last
i know i'm clean
but my mind is so filthy, so filthy
so beautiful!
This beast doesn't let me go!
it's makin' me!
(feel so strong)
i'm trying to re-create insanity!
(feel so strong)
Don't rush me!
i'm fragile!
i wont bark
but i'll bite back, and i'll attack!
Do you belong?
This beast doesn't let me go!
it's makin' me!
(feel so strong)
i'm trying to re-create insanity!
(feel so strong)
I've been trying to get over
being god but it's jus too much fun
to control