To Die In Fall


Sustaining life is meaningless, complacent hearts collapse in stride
we cannot know, we cannot call out for help, out for a way in and
i forget just why i lay here, to rise and bleed and die in fall
preserving fear, deserving fear, the satellite, the satellite collapses hard
controls my friends
the weather man predicts the end and i forget just why i lay here emotionless
to rise and bleed and die in fall
and i need to push you so far away
cause i want to do to you what i have always longed to do
cause it's been so long since we spoke and i keep pushing away but you knew exactly
who i wanted you to be, lazurus born from a stain, lie down and take the truth is ugly
such a waste of energy and such a waste of time your such a waste and
i forget just why i lay here motionless to rise and bleed and die in fall

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