Don't try to call
there are some bridges that burn
beyond recognition beyond repair
don't say you've changed
there are some forces that turn
beyond recollection beyond my stare
when i feel the cold in the dark
i know you're there
Long ago i was a woman in pain
a woman in need
i ran to you
long ago i did not understand
you were making me bleed
i ran to you
when i feel the cold in the dark
i know what you do
I will crawl through my past
over stones blood and glass
in the ruins
reaching under the fence
as i try to make sense
in the ruins
I know your heart has held its own fear
it's perfectly clear
what they did to you
in my heart it's the screaming i hear
i won't let them come near
since my love knew you
when i feel the cold in the dark
i remember you
I will crawl through my past
over stones blood and glass
in the ruins
reaching under the fence
as i try to make sense
in the ruins
Night after night
i am carving it out
i will carry it down to the waterside
night after night
i am hearing the sound
of wings that come beating
i will not hide
when i feel the cold in the dark
i will know why
I will crawl through my past
over stones blood and glass
in the ruins
reaching under the fence
as i try to make sense
in the ruins
But if i am to heal
i must first learn to feel
in the ruins
i will crawl