It's been hard watching you drown. you do it so quietly - i never heard a sound. i reach out my arm for you to grab - c'mon, grab it...i dive in to find you, but you just keep going down, down. something gripped you from below. taken in by the undertow. in the depths of dark water, i wait for you to float, stir. tell me it's all a terrible mistake, arrive towards light through the water's blur. i see my face in the rear-view mirror. i don't recognize it anymore. all my prayers must have been answered. i don't recognize it anymore. i see my face driving away from you. i made a grand plan. wrote it on a piece of paper. i got you your prescription from the doctor. you said don't push me; just lay it on the table. and when i had to leave, i became another person in this world you would blame. i see my face in the rear-view mirror. i don't recognize it anymore. all my prayers must have been answered. i don't recognize it anymore. i see my face as i drive away from you. i see my face driving away. it's been hard watching you drown...