And when your golden curls have turned to red, lady when your eyes have lost all their light find strength in my life. 
enough white to kindle a massacre of poems. 
at least tremble enough that i may flame in your green array. 
all these years, the battle of each grievous day. 
perhaps, then, those beautiful tears will overcome. 
i almost wrecked this morning. 
about the same place my mother called me the day she found out. 
i hydroplaned going about 42 miles per hour. 
i wasn't scared or anything, it was very strange. 
i had a moment in time and space all to myself to think. 
to die then would mean to be with my sister, but if i had then i would have missed out on this dream i?ve had for so long. 
it just goes to show what a girl like erin with an 
enormous heart and a talent to make the world smile could have done if she was still alive. 
it sounds strange, but erin couldn't have lived out her dreams on earth, so now i must make it a point, so now it's my job to live them out for her and let the world know what a wonderful person it 
will never get to meet.